Well I'm on vacation, and despite its fun nature I have absorbed so much that I've forgotten some of the fun things you used to do when I was in school (and ironically, when I had less time) like putting something pseudointeresante in this blog. One of these days I'll upload something, I think some origami or something. I asked for these things up, and it was good that I've been asked that question because it claimed the reason for the existence of this page: make a site that fully suits me (if not exist or is not it, because then I do).
Holidayss seem quite unreal right now, despite doing things that I consider useful (drawing, reading, going to the gym, watching anime, etc) that somehow feel I'm wasting time. Not that you're bored, it's just on vacation time because of my lack of mandatory activities, leaving many of my mental demons and start to bother me. Now, sometimes there are moments when I say: I read Monster, or read Nemesis, or drawing, or do this or do the other, and because of this term doing nothing and going to facebook bland and felt finish ; ndome more harm because no real way I communicate with people.
Before touching this point (lack of communication), I meanI'm just waiting to start my intensive German course, which starts until 21 June, and I hope that I deal with enough (3 hours daily) and can talk to new people, different, a change of scenery . Well now, yes. Everything I do now please me, only I do not like, I like a lot but not enough. Because I feel that, as always, I'm missing something. All the activities that I feel I not only have to enrich myself, but have to impact others in some way, well, not presuming to be everywhere, but I can not keep eating my world without to defecate (so, I need to make their mark in some way).
On Thursday of last week fuuraleza (need to use all my mental resources). Besides I never liked to go to one lol, and less if you do not know anyone. Summarizing what has been said (the vicious maelstrom begotten above):
NEED to know different people and form new friendships. I still have quite this sentence: If you want different results, do not do the same (Albert Einstein). Well, as I know it's very difficult for me to establish a communication just because, no reason (as in the park), then I'll have to pry into other activities, which I have already more or less designed. These are possible solutions, I'm not just a bunch of problems jajsensitivity is good to go), but because I feel that I have always communicated more easily with older people to me, and I want to talk to people my age, but unfortunately, my vocabulary is too formal and rare in all situations (but then, I will not change to suit them.) Finally, some NGOs or AC (or whatever) call me the most are the Animal Care (to be filled with cats) or sexual diversity (for insisting so much on these issues and have asked me if I'm gay and yes, if they suspected they were right, but many people still pretending not to know [or do not really know, I'm a pretty bizarre, schizoid, a rare combination of asexuality and gayosidad that can not be explained very easily]). Then probably take a full post this.
mental flirt After all, I forgot the number 3 ... to see if I remember ... ah back in 20 minutes ... AH yes, it if I have really wanted to do it, I go to a talk or astronomical observation at the Planetarium Alpha might not always wanted to go and I always forget, I think is most I need to claim insurance because my love for this science (though not an amateur to the bone [even I have telescope], I love these space issues, I love her, immensity).
no longer in my life I still have many holidays cike these, I do not take much to graduate and start another period, so I do not want the opportunities I get out of hand like water. Will choose one of 3, or 3 even better XD, then bring news about it, yet something more interesting.